I hate sticking my fingers down my throat and tasting throwing up,
I hate gagging, I hate feeling the food go up my esophagus,
through my throat and out my mouth.
I hate it so much but as much I hate it, I still love the control it gives me
i tried every single way i was tought to prevent myself from binging,
42 days purge-free and then, as always,
the stress-zone appeared and im down the rabbit hole, again.
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