I am Death, ive been for a long time by your side

 "When she takes a shower, after all the hours, does she have a place to go? 

Is there someone waiting or is Lucy all alone? 

For the first time in a long time, i feel like i have dreams to achieve.

However unrealistic they might be, i have to so much with that life of my

i cant be a leech, i must transform in the leader i used to be.

i have a second chance, and i need to grab it.

raise raise raise the roofff

(night adventure @La Jolla,San Diego)

"nobody knows it, but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me"

sometimes its just that your life changes, completely.

no one is able to warn you, no signs, nothing.

When did I become so bad at being sociable?

"I’m sick of all that thinking,worrying,thinking,worrying.
I want everything to be normal for once.
For once sdghjsghsj I can’t feel like this anymore. "

old habits die hard, huh? 

But then it happened, BANGG.

A golden haired californian-like boy appeared, just like the one i've always imagined.

dyslexic and ex-suicidal, we became the sickest couple of town. WHORRAY.

3 months and still counting, im happy to know that there's someone there who cares.

i'm not dilapidated anymore, i try to recover from my ED, 

i try to act normal, i try to be perfect for him.

and thats my new blog, related to no strict diets but to the everyday struggles of my.

im baaack bitches, Allie xx