I am Death, ive been for a long time by your side

 "When she takes a shower, after all the hours, does she have a place to go? 
Is there someone waiting or is Lucy all alone? 

For the first time in a long time, i feel like i have dreams to achieve.
However unrealistic they might be, i have to so much with that life of my
i cant be a leech, i must transform in the leader i used to be.
i have a second chance, and i need to grab it.