(night adventure @La Jolla,San Diego)
"nobody knows it, but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me"
sometimes its just that your life changes, completely.
no one is able to warn you, no signs, nothing.
When did I become so bad at being sociable?
"I’m sick of all that thinking,worrying,thinking,worrying.
I want everything to be normal for once.
For once sdghjsghsj I can’t feel like this anymore. "
I want everything to be normal for once.
For once sdghjsghsj I can’t feel like this anymore. "
old habits die hard, huh?
But then it happened, BANGG.
A golden haired californian-like boy appeared, just like the one i've always imagined.
dyslexic and ex-suicidal, we became the sickest couple of town. WHORRAY.
3 months and still counting, im happy to know that there's someone there who cares.
i'm not dilapidated anymore, i try to recover from my ED,
i try to act normal, i try to be perfect for him.
and thats my new blog, related to no strict diets but to the everyday struggles of my.
im baaack bitches, Allie xx
